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Thursday, November 02, 2006
我的心又烦了。。真的好烦啊!! I really don't know what I want anymore... Really tired of holdin on, yet I can't let him go... Really tired of going against parents, yet I don't want to listen to them either... I want to have my own thinkings and opinion and be able to voice out my own opinion but something always seem to hold me back. What is holding me back?! my fears?! my worries?! my stupid thoughts?! my naive and pessimistic thoughts?! sometimes think I am very lame and stupid to think so much. I mean it's still my life and my choice ma. But i care to much about other people feeling? Maybe I really should live my life for myself and not others...
Sigh..I know all my friends who will read this will think I'm repeating everything I have said before. Y Y Y?! I'm juz a coward who cannot face my problems. haix...
thinking of you @ 2:13 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =